Reflections
Thoughts, seasons, and the soft in-betweens.
Here you will find journal entries, observations from motherhood, seasonal shifts and thoughts I’ve collected between the chaos, calm and quiet. It’s less about having answers and more about staying present with the questions.
Recent Reflections
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There’s the record player. Still playing jazz.The lovers are coming out, but it’s mainly empty now. I am the threshold between this world and wherever people are trying to get to. At 11:00 PM, I feel I have done a job well. It may feel empty, but the shadows of kids running around earlier, passersby…
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Dear Ma, At my house, I have become strangely capable. I can host dinners now. I know how to stretch leftovers into proper meals. I own matching bowls. I say things like “let the onions caramelize properly” with alarming confidence. Since I moved out, I have become someone I think you’d be proud of in…
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My coffee is deep and strong.He is always there,to hold me, to pick me up. Dark like the night.But with a dash of milk,he softens into the perfect dawn. In the afternoon,when the day has asked too much,he slides in, pulls up a chair. No questions. No witness.Just him,and everything that happened between 2 and…
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I’m Shivani, a Senior Data Scientist who writes about building with AI, product thinking, and the occasional experiment on myself. If you’ve been anywhere near the tech world lately, you’ve heard “agentic AI” thrown around until it loses meaning. I was one of those people nodding along while feeling quietly overwhelmed. So I decided to…





